Mama you see me
Hannah Owusu
Mama you see me?
They see me but
cast aside the soul the see a negro with animal tendencies
That's why mama you tell me to stay home right?
So I can lose myself in a fantasy rather than be eliminated in reality
But shii
It ain't even safe nomore but what I can I say, it's my safest bet nowadays
Cuz i'll be zamned if I lose myself before I spread my rage
Rage
Cuz as far as they're concerned we are all the same
Untamed
Untrained
It makes me rage
That 12 can catch me lacking
Faq around shoot me and call it check mate
My fate stolen in a stolen place
Where I once taught was heaven just to find
A stolen nation with some borrowed history
Now I find
myself tryna prevent my folks from becoming history
Cuz I know at the hand of massa they might become pending mysteries
Another unnamed
…a hashtag
And with all these trials comes my denial
I thought with brown spice everything is nice
Mama you told me brown is the color of nature
So tell me why
Tell me why it forsakes me
Mama tell me
Tell me why
why nature absorbs my cries, my clots in silence
No-
it rages as I remain silenced
Living in a world where I’m hated
My every flaw is dilated and struggles elevated
And all my emotion remains unstated
Bottled up waiting to drown me
While I rage in my silence
Mama do you see me?
Am I child or a threat?
Cuz I’ll never know
I’ll never know how it feels to be free
It makes me rage
But I will go out in black with my brown skin
And enjoy the creator’s creation from mere soil because though hated,
my black habits remains undefeated
Wanted by many but cursed and gifted to a select few
Mama…I can finally see